Friday 28 December 2007

Countdown to the Marathon des Sables 2010 Part 3


Well, Christmas is over again. It was a quiet affair this year, with us staying in Chur for a change. I had thought I'd go for a run on 25th, but lacked will-power, especially as we had work to do anyway (one body to collect and sort out) on the afternoon - ah, good excuse, but hell, it was Christmas.

Come Boxing Day, though, and I was rearing to go - blame it on Mr. Kipling's exceedingly fine mince pies!!!! The constant leg pain was just that - constant - so I popped three Aspirin, did some stretching, donned my winter running gear, and set off on a nice, slow run through Chur. There were quite a few people, dressed up for the weather, walking the streets, and I was aware of a few of them giving me puzzled stares - plebs!!!! My leg hurt not one bit as I ran the 7,3-km. It felt good being out in the cold air (temperature was about -2°C, and the sky was overcast), and I felt strong, even though I hadn't run since the Zürcher Silversterlauf on 16th December. Back home again, I showered, and then noticed the recurrence of the pain in my upper right leg - and, what's this? Oh, no, a slight pain in the left limb, too. Obviously the ailment has spread. I had only recently taken Aspirin, so resisted the temptation to swallow more, and grinned and bore the pain. Had a bad night that night - kept waking up with a deep ache in my right leg, so knocked back an Ecofénac that Dr. Hasler had given me - those things really do help, but I can only take them at night, and they're strong, so only one per day.

Of course, 27th saw me in the Diagnose-Zentrum-Labor having the MRI scan, and the results are in my previous blog. Although nothing is definite yet, I felt pretty devastated, seeing myself never running again, and, more terrifyingly, not being able to take part on the MdS in 2010. Everything was black for me the entire afternoon and evening, despite lots of positive support from fellow runners and nutters on fetch.com and themds.co.uk forum. Surprisingly, I slept well last night - unsual, because when I am normally depressed like that, sleep is out of the question.

Today, I am feeling better, but now have this sword of Damocles hanging over my head. Of course, in keeping with my character, I have read up all I can get hold of about FNSF (Femoral Neck Stress Fracture). The worst case scenario will be pins surgiaclly inserted into the neck and head of the femorus (maybe both of them), with crutches and months off running. Best case scenario will be a six weeks off running, and crutches, followed by a gradual return to my passion. Of course, this prelim diagnosis may also be quite wrong, and it's actually something else. Who knows? All this uncertainty causes me a lot of concern and consternation. I just have to keep focussed on the MdS, keep up my humour, and go forward, no matter what is thrown at me on 7th January. As so many have suggested to me: see it as a challenge, and conquer it!!!!! Something onto which I am holding particularly is this from a very wise man: "There is very little that can actually stop you from running". (Thanks, Leon).

Some thoughts regarding my training and general fitness level.
1. Reduce my alcohol intake. I love my wine, and used to be very controlled, in that I only drank the stuff at the weekends; 2007 was a bad year for me in many ways, and I find, that I have been drinking wine every night during the last few months. The effects of the liquid help reduce the pain (not all of it physical), but it's not the answer. Not only is so much wine bad for the body as a whole, but I will never reach my target weight of 70 kg if I stick to the consumption levels I have attained lately. I'm not on a diet per se, but want to get down to 70 kg for running purposes, and alcohol is not the answer. Am currently around 73 kg.
2. Once I am back on my feet again, it's time to start running hills, and not only flat, tarmac surfaces. I need to build up my stamina a lot more, and become far fitter than I am now. I have over two years 'til the MdS 2010, and can do it easily in that time.
3. Start running with a weighted rucksack to strengthen my back and shoulders, and to get used to be self-sufficient in the desert.
4. Make an effort to get in some really long, slow runs - start off with goals such as Vaduz in Liechtenstein, and then slowly increase, perhaps having a two-day run to Zürich as a final goal (125 km) - I've done Zürich by mountain bike; now do it by foot.
5. Get in more mountain hiking - we live right in the mountains, so start using them for fitness purposes. I've done Mittenberg and Känzeli so often, and can do them in good times. Start expanding, and looking, for example, at getting up to Arosa via Tschiertschen and the Carmenna Pass.
6. Find out if there are any other people in Switzerland who have done the MdS, and get hold of them for possible discussions; perhaps there are even some in Chur who are doing it, and would like to occassionally train with me. I'm pretty much a loner, so don't want to be with others all the time, but now and then would surely be of benefit.
7. Get some trail shoes - runners are no good for the above!!!!!

Those are some initial goals. Many more will surely follow. At least I have written these down now, so they are here in black and white (so to say).

Right, it's Friday morning, which means the weekly apartment clean, and, this week, taking down the Christmas tree. Hope, that we will be able to leave for Carona by lunch time. Depends on how the bodies are behaving. First things first: start getting the mind fixated on healing the leg/hip thing. No more negative thoughts, and visions of wheel chairs and zimmer frames; just health, strength and fitness, and, ABOVE ALL, the MdS in 2010.

Thursday 27 December 2007

Worrying prelim- diagnosis


Well, I finally had the much-awaited MRI scan, and received the prelim. diagnosis from the radiologist. Nothing definite yet, because I now have to have another normal x-ray, and then a second MRI using a dye contrast in the blood and focussed on the area that is causing the problem - today's MRI was to try and locate the problematic region.

Next step is an x-ray at my orthopaedic specialist's and consultaion with him on 7th January, and thereafter the second MRI.

From what can be gleaned thus far, there is either a malformation of the femoral head (top of the femur) where it enters the hip socket, or, indeed, a stress fracture of the femoral neck. This is not definite yet, however. Both can cause a lot of pain, and result in crippling disabilities later on in life (considering that I am 51, "later on in life" can be any time now). The x-ray will determine if osteoarthritis has set in already; the second MRI to determine if it's the head or neck. We didn't even discuss treatment, as that will be done with the specialist on 7th January. Oddly enough, I may keep running, but should stop as soon as any pain starts - that's weird, because while I am running, there is no pain, but afterwards, it sets in with a vengeance. From what I have read in my "Boy's Book of Crippling Injuries", treatment is from moderate to extreme, and can result in a cessation of running. This sickens me to the very core - I finally found in life a sport for which I have an absolute passion, and now this!!!! Shit!!!!I KNOW the final diagnosis is yet to come, but what else can it be?

Sounds to the contrary, but I am trying not to be too pessimistic about it, and yet, at the same time, realistic. I have a pounding headache, and my guts feel like a boot has just been thrust into them. All I want to do is be able to run, and complete the Marathon des Sables in 2010. Surely that's not too much to ask???

2007 was one of the worst years of my life in many ways; I was hoping for a much better 2008, with running as a major positive factor in my life. One wonders now, what it will end up like. Some of the things that happened in 2007, included a shoulder operation (the result of a skiing accident two years ago - I broke my collar bone when a snow-boarder went over my skis and I did a somersault through the air, and landed on my left shoulder - even the ensuing helicopter flight to the hospital didn't compensate for the extreme pain I felt!!!!), and an operation to remove the bursa from my right elbow after I had a mountain bike accident, which, ironically, took place right in before the surgeon who operated on my shoulder!!!!!! There were also lots of relationship problems, and my own psychological hassles I had to try and sort through and confront. It was just a shitty year - the saving grace was my running.

Sounds like "Poor, poor me" - that's not the case, but I just feel a slight amount of devastation at the moment, and can hardly wait 'til 7th January - why do bloody doctors have to go on holiday???????? To top it all, we were woken at 2:30 a.m. with a bloody death case (which, as it turned out, could have waited until this morning), so I feel even worse than I would have otherwise. I'm also reading the new book on the Marathon des Sables by David Hine (I think that's right), and have started wondering if I'll ever be able to do it.

Shit, bugger, shit, phuque. This is not a happy bunny in the Alps right now. Almost feel like going for a 20-km run later, just to take it out on my leg. I'll calm down soon, but I needed to get this off my chest in a place where people understand the frustrations and worries I have - running has become one of the most important parts of my life, and it TERRIFIES me, that it might be taken away from me.

So, I need to get back to death work. I should count my blessings - at least I am alive.
More later, after a couple of Valium
Cheers,
Craig almost on crutches

Friday 21 December 2007

Countdown to the Marathon des Sables 2010 Part 2


As each day goes by, I become more and more excited about the event ahead of me. These are VERY early days, and, although I am glad, that I have lots of time ahead of me to train, learn more about the MdS and what I should take, etc., I'm also wildly envious of the people taking part in 2008 and 2009.

Having written that, there are already times, like this morning, when I wake up in a cold sweat about the event, and have to convince myself, that I don't have to do it - it's a free choice. The panic lasts a few seconds, and then the extreme excitement of the whole thing sets in again, and I am overwhelmed by the fact that I know I have it in me to complete this race, and I know I will do it. I'm not doing it to impress anyone; I'm not doing it for anyone, other than myself. I want, more than anything else in the world, to receive a médaille confirming, that I have crossed the finishing line of the most gruelling foot race in the world.

I spend much time on the forum site: http://www.themds.co.uk/forums/index.php, feeling more at home there now, than anywhere else, anxiously awaiting new postings from members. I know I belong to a lunatic fringe, but it's the best thing in the world. I can hardly believe, that at the tender age of 51 years, I have found something, which has become my greatest obsession. It's not negative - it's a wonderful, positive and motivating feeling.

Today, on said forum, I accessed a posting which is entitled:
You know you're doing the Marathon des Sables when...
I added a couple of responses, and here they are:
... you inadvertently and unwillingly become the centre of conversation when people find out about your intention to participate, followed by strange looks from, and avoidance by, more conventional people.
... your partner thinks you're a total loon, but nevertheless starts buying you maps of Morocco, and Lonely Planet's guide to the country.
... you start adding French and Arabic to your "list of languages to learn before I die".
... you start panicking, that your current head cold and stupid leg injury are going to interfere with your participation on the MdS in 2010!!!!!
... you start copying music to your iPod, believing it will be motivating for the desert, and have already created a playlist on the iPod called "Morocco".
... you find your iPod weighs an absolute ton.
... you realize that your fancy Canon EOS digital camera is far too heavy to carry on the MdS, and you have already bought a smaller, almost weightless digicam for the event in 2010..
... you find your almost weightless digicam weighs an absolute ton.
... you start regarding your planned participation on the 89,3-km Comrades Marathon in South Africa in June 2009 as a walk in the park.
... your first full marathon (Zürich, on 20th April 2008) is actually annoying because it's so short.
... you realise, it's time to cut back on wine consumption.
... NOTHING else is important, other than the MdS!!!!!!

All of it true for me!!! March/April 2010 cannot come quickly enough. I just have to get over the cold and the leg injury, and then I will start focussing my training on MdS 2010 - although, of course, all races and training in between are also very important indeed.

Tuesday 18 December 2007

31. Zuercher Silvesterlauf - 16th December 2007


My third race under my belt since I've got into this running thing!!!! It was a short one, but, under the circumstances, I'm glad it was, and upon the reason for that, I shall elaborate shortly.

"31. Zürcher Silvesterlauf" translates from the German to "31st New Year's Eve Run of Zürich", and covers a distance of 8,6 km through the city. Now, why it's a New Year's Eve run on 16th December, and why 8,6 km, I have yet to discover, but it's an interesting concept nonetheless. Regardless, I took part, and am pleased to say, that I completed the race in 40:57 - not exactly a world record, but, under the circumstances, not bad for me. The race comprised several races of various distances and categories. The category I chose when I registered, was, for a change, not based upon age, but speed, and mine was the top (well, the top athletes are in a class of their own) group, expecting to complete the distance in 40 minutes or less.

As it turned out, I placed 1990 out of 3950 for the 8,6 km distance, and 226 out of 930 in my category (many didn't make the 40-minute "limit"), so I did OK!!!

Now, what are these circumstances I have mentioned above. Well, first of all, one of our good friends celebrated his 40th birthday the night before, and, naturally, there was a lot of wine flowing. The road to hell may be paved with good intentions, especially the night before a race, but the wine was better, and I had more than the one glass I had promised myself. Come Sunday morning, and I was never going to drink again. Actually, it wasn't that bad, but I did have more than I should have had, and was not really fit for running a race - I now declare this publicly: I will not drink wine (ANY WINE) again on the night before a race!!!!!

And then, of course, there was the subject of my lingering leg injury. Ostensibly it's a Gracilis muscle (one of the adductors) which was injured, but I fear it's actually a stress fracture. A cortisone injection and meds have not helped much, and even physiotherapy is not really doing all that much to relieve the pain. The only thing which gives symptomatic relief, is Aspirin, but one should only take just so much of that - I have to admit to far too much Aspirin consumption lately!!!!! In the four weeks leading up to the Zürich race, I trained for exactly one week (with some pretty good runs during the period), which doesn't exactly help one to do well.

Anyway, until Saturday, I was more or less resigned to the fact that I would not be running. My physiotherapist threatened me with my life if I ran. On Saturday, I went by train down to Zürich to do some shopping - but I KNEW I would go to the exhibition tent and pick up my number for the race. Strangely enough, my leg was not hurting much that day. Once I had my number bib and bag of goodies, wild horses would not have been able to drag me away from Sunday's race. I went back home to Chur, later that afternoon, resolute, that I'd be back on the train the next day to compete.

I had all my kit laid out, ready, before we left for the 40th birthday bash that evening. My leg still felt fine, and I was quite adamant I was going to run. At the party, Kurt (my partner) took great delight in telling people about my racing/running, so, of course, there was always something to chat about with folk. After a few glasses of wine, even my planned 250-km Marathon des Sables in 2010 became something that everyone simply did at least once in his/her life, and I was amazed at how people thought I was a total loon when I mentioned that I was planning to run it. Well, I am, but first things first: let me get through my first full-mara in Zürich in April, and then we'll see if I am capable (that's a stupid statement, because nothing, short of death, will stop me doing the MsD now - I have my heart, mind and even the spleen set on doing it).

Fortunately my race in Zürich only took place at 15:00 hours, so I could sleep in a bit on Sunday. I was to go alone to Zürich. Kurt, and our friends, Rolf and Brigitte, were not coming this time. I eventually left on the 10:09 train, and was in the big city by 11:30-ish, with lots of time on my hands. I first of all found the building in which one could change, after which I found a whole row of buses near the start, which had been placed for changing purposes, so at least I could leave my kit bag in one of them (valaubles could be handed in to a security stand - old running shoes, jock straps, PIN codes, that sort of thing), and access it easily while I warmed up, etc.

One can only do that much warming up, but I did my best to keep warm. It was ABSOLUTELY FREEZING in Zürich. There was low, thick cloud cover, temperatures just below freezing, and a north-easterly wind which reduced the wind-chill factor to about -6°C. At the best of times, I do not like wearing much clothing (I'll NEVER understand, or adapt to, the Swiss way of wearing four layers of clothing in winter!!!!!), but yesterday I had on a vest, running shirt and running jacket, and my lycra running longs and track suit pants in which to warm-up, and STILL froze while warming up. The whole race thingy started off around midday with kids' races - millions of the little buggers everywhere. Grin and bear it, or run away in the opposite direction - I chose the latter!!!! I went for a nice, slow jog along the lake shore.
Around 1:30-ish, I came back to the race area, to see the top guys run. Our Swiss champion, Viktor Röthlin, was running, too, and I really hoped he would beat all the Ethiopians, Kenyans, etc. My goodness, when I look at those top athletes run, I could pack it all up, throw away my running shoes, and call it a day. They are so incredibly fit, and run like the blazes. I know it was only an 8,6-km run, but how can one keep up such a pace, even for that distance? All right, they are a "few" years younger than me, and have been running since conception, but hell, why can't I run like that?????? :)

Back to my gammy leg - all of Sunday down to Zürich, I had no problems at all. Come my warm-ups, and, lo and behold, my old friend returned to annoy me. It was too late to back out, but I did promise myself that I would stop, if the pain became too intense (would I have kept the promise???? Are you you dead????).

Twenty minutes before the start of my category's race, there was an aerobics warm-up session on a square near the start. I took part, and my leg pain disappeared. Maybe I should do more of this aerobics stuff - in another life!!! Thereafter, we had ten minutes until 930 of us set off on a route which would see us loop four times through the city, culminating at a frozen "Ziel/Arrivée" - FINISH.

I had my new Garmin 305 Forerunner GPS/Heart Rate Monitor/Mini-Bar with me, and was keen to use it for the first time on a race. Unfortunately I had set it to automatically set a lap at the end of each kilometre, and had no idea how to end a lap at 0,6 km (the last lap of the 8,6 km). Nonetheless, it turned out to be a wonderful little instrument - almost as useful as Aspirin!!!!

£1000 prize for the first one who can guess what the result is of the following: a certain amount of wine the night before, two (make that three) cups of coffee the next day, a LOT of water, and jolly cold weather, coupled with pre-race jitters. A lot of toilet-going!!!!!!! Hmmm, I spent half my time in the portable toilets scattered around the race area. Anyway, a man has to do what a man has to do. I hate those things, because I despise looking down and seeing what the previous person had left behind!!!!!!

Well, ablutions behind me, I made my way to the start line on the road next to the Limmat River which runs from Lake Zürich through the city. I had, until then, not been in a race with so many people - and this was only one category!!!!! It was incredible. Even if I had wanted to do so, I could not have found a place near the start line. I almost needed binoculars to see it from where I found myself, and there were still great crowds behind me. What a thrill; what an experience. Everyone happily nervous and excited. It just so happened, that a row of "Port-a-Johns" was near where I was waiting for the start pistol. My bladder was complaining again. I could not believe it. Three minutes to go, and I need the toilet. I shall have my bladder removed at the next possible opportunity. Fortunately, one of the cubicles became free just them, so I thundered in, did what one does in such a place, and thundered out again, with 2:23 minutes to go.

In true Swiss style, the locals had come out in their hoardes to watch the mad ones on this frozen, alpine, Arctic Sunday, and many even had their decorative cow bells with them, the clanging thereof adding to the festive atmosphere. I stood there, occassionally making small talk with fellow runners, they also questioning whether a last visit to the portable john was essential or not. That excited nervousness before a race is something that has to be experienced to be understood. It's worth living for, and worth all the trials and tribulations (and JOYS) of training. I just LOVE IT!!!!!!! Other than the idea of the tax department exploding, there is almost no better emotion. Excuse me, while I wipe away a tear!!!!

Finally, the countdown began. The digital display, about 276 metres in front of where I was standing, let us know how much time was left 'til the beginning. I was incredibly nervous. Would my leg hold up? Was I dressed warmly enough? - I had taken off my track-suit trousers and Nike skull cap. Would I remember to push all the relevant buttons on my instruments before we set off? Had I connected the electronic chip correctly to my shoe? Would the Russians really deliver nuclear thingies to the Iranians? And did Little Jim really fall into the water? Would I be accepted for the 2010 Marathon des Sables in Morocco? Runners have a lot of things on their minds. What is wrong now????? No, my bladder CANNOT be full again. Ignore, or simply become incontinent!! I was bouncing up and down on my feet, and, at T-20 seconds, I could feel the beginnings of a cramp in my right calf muscle. What the hell this is? I had taken magnesium tablets, Aspirin, lots of water. WHY am I cramping now????? Forget it - like George W. Bush, it'll eventually go away.

FÜNF - five
VIER - four
DREI- three
ZWEI - two
EINS - one

Bugger off, and see you in less than 40 minutes!!!!! (but we'll accept you in 40:57, as long as you have a sore leg).

And we're back in the present tense, and OFF!!!!!!

But, I am tired, and need the duvet!!!!! I shall continue this tomorrow. Have patience. As they say in Africa: "If you find the river flooded, wait"!!!!! I need a shower, an anti-sore-leg med, and then a bed.

More on the morrow.
Greetings for the lower limbs,
Craig
Another day, and the blog continues........
Well, it's the present tense for the race, so let's see if I can remember my grammar.
It's exactly 15:00 hours, and the pistol shot reverberates off the walls of the buildings lining the road, and bounces off the Limmat River next to us. A mass of humanity tries to depart as one, but it just doesn't work. At the front, the runners there set off at a cracking pace, whilst those of us further back, bounce up and down impatiently. Some try to break through the throng, and a few well-aligned elbows hit a few targets!!!! The cramp in my right calf continues to worry me, and I continue to try and ignore it. It's not bad, but it's there, and it shouldn't be!!!!
We have all been equipped with electronic chips which attach to the shoe, and one's start time is only registered as one passes over the actual starting line. Finally, after what seems like an eternity, but is certainly no longer than five to ten seconds, my area of runners starts to move forward, slowly at first, and then gradually picking up speed. Over the starting line we go, and the race is on. With the incredible release of tension en masse, frustration is high as one tries to get forward, but patience eventually wins the day, and I find an open space through which I can push forward. A quick glance at my Garmin 305 shows a pace of 7:37 minutes per km (written in future as 7:37/km), which is very slow, but I suspect a gremlin, as a few seconds before, it showed a pace of 2:04/km; however, it soon sorts itself, and I am confident, that the information from my new toy is accurate.
To cover the 8,6 km in 40 minutes or less, I need to maintain an average pace of 4:39/km. The route itself is through the old part of Zürich, along the Limmat River, across a couple of bridges, up a rather steep hill in the so-called Utopia area of the old town, and down the world-famous Bahnhofstrasse with its beautiful shops, and then back to just near the start before it's over the Münsterbrücke again and another round - four times in all. It's an interesting route, with the sides of the race-track lined with people, all cheering us on; cowbells clanging, music playing, kids sticking out their hands for high-fives - in all, a most jolly atmosphere, despite the intense cold. I feel very proud being part of it all, and feel like I have a grin on my face for most of the time.
Once the crowded start is over, and the mass of runners thins itself out a little, running becomes easier and more fun, although there are still more runners together in bunches than I have experienced before - with such a relatively short race distance, and so many participants, I guess it's not surprising. Getting ones foot (or both) caught in the tramlines is not out of the questions, as is tripping over the sidewalk curbs, so being vigilant in that respect is salient to surviving the race, and avoiding the undertakers lurking ever nearby. I ignore the cramp in my right calf for the first 300 metres, and it miraculously vanishes - now if only this other pain in my leg would do the same!!!!!!
The Splits below are each 1 km in length.
Split 1 - 4:25/km; average heart rate 165 bpm; maximum heart rate 169 bpm
Split 2 - 4:27/km; average HR 166 bmp; max. HR 168 bpm
I scale the Utopia hill this first time with ease, even overtaking several runners, but know that it's quite a fast race, and I have to do this infamous incline another three times before it's over. Even the top of the hill is not really the top, as it still rises, albeit at a lesser gradient, for a while, before the most welcome descent down to the Bahnhofstrasse, which is simply teeming with spectators. I miss not having someone to look out for in the crowds this time, but what the hell, I can't expect Kurt and others to come to every race.
Back towards the start area where there is a junction - either right, and a further 250 metres to the finish, or left for the next loop of the route. I'm feeling strong, and no sign whatsoever of pain from my leg. Back over the Münsterbrücke, and faces and buildings are starting to become familiar. I hardly feel the cold anymore - in fact, I wish I weren't wearing all this clothing. Among Viktor Röthlin and the boys (i.e. I think the top 50 athletes who had run earlier), many were wearing simple running vests and shorts, and I wished I had done the same thing, although the amount of heat they must have generated at their paces (Viktor's average pace was around 3:35/km, which is significantly faster than mine!!!!!), would warrant running almost naked; at my leisurely pace, A LOT of clothing at those temperatures is essential!!!! So, I stop wishing, and start being happy, that the sweat under my hundreds of layers of running attire is not freezing up.
Split 3 - 4:34/km; average HR 166 bpm; max. HR 171 bpm
A little slower than before, but I hit that hill again - it wasn't so funny this time, and some runners were even walking up it!!!!
And back down the Bahnhofstrasse again - reputedly the most expensive shopping street in the world - and on towards the junction. Rushing down from the end of the hill, I manage to sprint somewhat, and attain a maximum pace of 3:05/km for a brief while - move over, Viktor!!!!! We won't mention the 7:26/km going up the Utopia hill!!!!!!!
Split 4 - 4:37/km; average HR 162 bpm; max. HR 166 bpm.

Progressively slower, but I blame it on the crowds who are distracting me, the cow bells which cause me to look out for wandering cattle, and the fact that I am now looking out for people I had seen on the previous loop. I did manage again a nice little maximum pace of 3:32/km, which lasted for a good 150 metres (this Garmin 305 toy produces some amazing information!!!!!!).
Back over the Münsterbrücke yet again, up the Limmatquai, and things are going very well.
Split 5 - 4:29/km; average HR 165 bpm; max. HR 169 bpm
Yet again that hill. This time I ascend it at an official "slow jog" - 10:21/km - I'm starting to hate that hill, but at least I am not reduced to walking like many others. I'm too tenacious for that, and my mind just wouldn't allow me to go any slower.
It's over the hurdle and the slope down to the Bahnhofstrasse yet again. Ah, there's Frau Müller from Globus; ah, and here I see again Herr Caflisch who looks like he may just have slipped into the pub for a swift pint after I past him last time around. High-five a few kids, and onwards I plod.
Split 6 - 4:36/km; average HR 164 bpm; max. HR 168 bpm
Over the bridge for the third time, and it's the last round ahead of me. Accepting invitations to dinner from spectators I have "met" on the way, I thrust myself forward, but I'm starting to tire now. I try not to think of the lack of training I have had in the four weeks up to this race, but it's a convenient excuse, anyway.
Split 7 - 4:51/km; average HR 163 bpm; max. HR 167 bpm
I really push myself this time as I head up the Utopia cliff, and manage a pace of 6:34/km whilst ascending. Then it's a rapid descent to the Bahnhofstrasse and I'm starting to become really thirsty, but it's not far now.
Split 8 - 4:37/km; average HR 162 bpm; max. HR 167 bpm
Ah, an increase in average pace - must be the homeward stretch. I feel my clothes under my running jacket are very wet now, and I'll be glad to get out of them. It's a short race, so there're no worries about blisters or dying of dehydration, although I can feel a touch of malnutrition creeping up on me - I'd had some carbs at breakfast before I left Chur, but nothing solid since then. Hmmm, mental note to self: eat soon, or you'll be getting a visit from the UN Food Programme people. The mind flashes to TV pictures of me, lying in the sand, starving, emaciated, flies buzzing around my eyes, with pleas for help and a website appearing at the bottom of the screen. I anxiously glance down to my girth, and notice the great rolls of cellulite (not really!!!) flopping around as I hurtle down the Bahnhofstrasse for the fourth time. Second mental note to self: there's enough fat reserve there to feed a few Third World countries, so quit whinging!!!!
I've completed 8 km now, so it's 600 metres left. It's time to deprive the Third World of a possible feast and use up some of those fat reserves, and I start accelerating. Wow, what a great feeling it is to overtake those morons who had seen fit to roar past me earlier. It's payback time!!!! Vengeance is mine, I scream in my mind, and give it all I have, as I roar (well, sort of) around the first of the last two corners of the race route.
My speed starts to increase - 4:33/km; 4:02/km; 3:50/km; 3:24/km and finally a major spurt to achieve a swift race maximum for me of 3:02/km as I overtake a group of five or six runners. I can only presume that my Garmin 305 is accurate, as the results from my iPod/Nike+ are pretty similar. All I know is, that it was damned fast (for me), albeit a short sprint, and I throw my arms up into the air as I cross the finishing line, feeling like a marathon winner.
Split 9 (0,6 km) - 3:47/km; average HR 164; max. HR 172. (Despite problems in turning off the Garmin 305, I managed to extract this data from the records in the gadget).
And then, suddenly, it's all over. I cannot believe it. I move several metres forward from the finishing line to get out of the way of other runners arriving, turn around, and anxiously look for an official clock so I can see my official time. I know I am just over the 40-minute mark, but I need an exact time. Can't find the clock, so I slowly make my way down the canyon of fences to the sponsors' tables, have the chip cut off my shoe, eagerly accept a litre of lemon juice and a large banana, and exit the race area into a HUGE crowd of well-wishers and people who like the smell of sweaty runners.
I consume my nourishment, and feel somewhat confused and lonely. I need someone to hug me, to congratulate me, to rush me off to the nearest pub and buy me a cüppli of champagne - but this time I'm alone, so it's a slow stroll back to the bus where my belongings sit, after a little stretching first, change into dry and warm clothes, collect my valuables, and then try to decide what to do. Should I wait for the prize-giving at 5 o'clock, or should I head back to Chur? I'm starting to shiver now, and I need warmth. Forget the presentation - go to the railway station.
Within minutes of ending the race, my HR is down to around 85 bpm, which is a good sign of fitness and quick recovery. I had seen Viktor and the Africans finish their race earlier (I was at the finishing line), and, as I walk back past the start en route to the station, the slower group of 8,6-km runners set off, and I wish them well, and almost long to be with them as well, doing another round - almost!!!!!
On the train back to Chur, I anxiously try to access the Internet on my mobile 'phone, but the results have not yet been posted. I go through the information on my electrical equipment, and find that my time is under 41 minutes, and my average pace is 4:46/km, so that's not too bad.
Within two hours, I am back home in Chur, lying in a bubble bath, enjoying a glass of South African red, and feeling like a king. Despite my lack of training and the injury, I had run, what I consider, a good race, and felt happy.
My official results were:
Time: 40:57
Average pace: 4:45/km
Postion out of 3950 adult 8,6-km runners: 1990
Position out of 931 adult 8,6-km runners for "under 40 minutes": 226
I slept well on Sunday evening, and look forward to my next major race: the Semi-Marathon de Paris (half-marathon) on 2nd March. No doubt there will be a few minor races in between.
My leg held up for the race, but started aching a little on the way back to Chur. Today - Tuesday - I have had physiotherapy again, and it really is starting to feel as though the injury is healing. Pity, though, that I have caught a cold - there's always something!
Well, that's it then. Another race, another blog. Hopefully there will be many more to follow (races, I mean). Thanks for reading all this, if you got this far.
Cheers,
Craig
P.S. For some inexplicable reason, and although I have inserted them in the original, and editted the post twice, the paragraph lines just won't appear in the final post for the second half of this blog. Anyone have any ideas????

Countdown to the Marathon des Sables 2010 Part 1


I recently decided, that I would participate in the 2010 Marathon des Sables in south-eastern Morocco. This is purported to be the most gruelling foot race in the world. I decided to start this blog now (17th December 2007), and add to it as March 2010 approaches.

Of course, the big factor is, if I can secure a place in the race - only a certain number of places are available, and there are a few agents around the world who deal with the various countries' applications. Living in Switzerland, my application will be made through the German agent, and registration for 2010 is only from October 2009 (in comparison, the British agents have already sold out places for the 2010 race for the countries under their jurisdiction!!!!!). However, I'm going to presume that I will be fortunate, and keep this blog going.

For non-runners: it might be boring at times, when I add training info, and the like; it may even be very boring, anyway. However, you are not compelled to read it.

For the running fraternity: I'd love to get to know more of you, as I feel sort of alone, here in the Alps of south-eastern Switzerland. Please do comment on any blog entries I make, particularly if you see me making mistakes in my training, thoughts on the MdS (Marathon des Sables), etc.

Some of you have already asked why I don't apply for the 2009 MdS - well, I only started running seriously in the second half of this year (2007), and I have yet to do my first full marathon (that comes on 20th April 2008 in Zürich); bearing in mind that I am 51 years of age, I have a lot of training to do, and need to learn a lot, too. So, 2010 is a better plan for me, even though I will then be approaching the veritable age of 54.

In June 2009, I am hoping to do the Comrades Marathon in my former homeland of South Africa, from Pietermaritzburg to my hometown of Durban on the coast. It's a famous 89,3-km race, and something I just HAVE to do - like the MdS, one of those things to do before dying!!!!

I never thought I'd get into long-distance running, but, now that I have, I cannot get enough of it. Unfortunately, being an impatient relative newcomer to the sport, I tend to over-do things, and end up with injuries, one of which I am suffering with now (although I did run a race in Zürich yesterday, despite the pain) - a pain, deep in the top of my right leg (I suspect a stress fracture (PLEASE, let me be wrong), but an MRI scan scheduled for 27th December will, hopefully, reveal what the problem really is). Until then, I run!!!!!! - and take Aspirin to kill the pain.

Well, that's the end of my first blog entry for this future event. Once the blog lengthens, I'd appreciate any comments, criticisms, corrections, etc. More soon.

Monday 17 December 2007

Maratona Ticino - November 2007


Marathon in Locarno

My report on the maratona Ticino in Locarno, Switzerland – Sunday, 11th November 2007.

Since my last (and first) race – the Lausanne (Quarter-) Marathon in Lausanne (funny, that), Switzerland three weeks beforehand, I’d been anxiously awaiting, and training for, my first half-marathon in Locarno, southern Switzerland on 11th November. The quarter in Lausanne was a good test for me – not only had I never raced before, but I had actually trained very un-seriously, not understanding, until recently, the science/art of training properly. In fact, although I have been running since about May 2007, I’ve only really had my heart in it since about the middle of September this year. I managed Lausanne far better than I had ever expected (46 minutes), so was highly motivated for the half-mara in Locarno this last weekend, knowing full well, however, that it would be double as far to propel myself forward. I also started training far more seriously, and, thanks to the advice from my brother-in-law in South Africa (Gavin), and two very experienced runners from Fetcheveryone.com (SarahL and eL Bee!), I began to apply some sense to my training, albeit only a week before my big race. I started having dreams about the maratona Ticino about the time I started training better – I guess the normal pre-race jitter kind of dreams – missing the start, forgetting to take my carbohydrate gels, and so on. Nevertheless, it went off so well – for my newcomer standards.

Let’s take a step back, and start at the beginning of the build-up to Locarno (the maratona Ticino). First of all, I live in Chur, Switzerland, in the south-east (and largest) canton of Graubünden (in English, known by the French term Grisons). My partner and I have a holiday house in the Italian-speaking south of Switzerland in the canton Ticino, near the town of Lugano on the lake of the same name. About a marathon distance from Lugano, heading NNW is the town of Locarno on the lake Lago Maggiore; more famous in international circles than Locarno is the lakeside resort of Ascona, not far from Locarno. Bear in mind, that as this canton lies on the south side of the Swiss Alps, the weather there is very different to that in the north of the country. As it was this last weekend, the north had snow, snow and more snow, whilst on race day in Locarno, the weather was characterised by sunshine and temperatures of up to 18°C!!!!! Quite unbelievable – our home town of Chur in the Grisons had 40 cm of snow at the weekend. Thus endeth the geography lesson!!! Big Smile.

Maratona Ticino – Part the first. The Preamble.

On Friday, around midday, Kurt (my partner) and I set off from Chur, heading through the mountains to the south. The weather was wild – snow in Chur itself, and blizzards en route, up to and just beyond the San Bernardino Tunnel. I’m not a great fan of travelling by car in the snow, but if I wanted to run my first half-mara, there was no other choice, and, anyway, a weekend in our holiday house (in the village of Carona above Lugano) could not be spoilt by a few stupid snowflakes!!!! Once through the San Bernardino Tunnel, the Autobahn drops rapidly down towards the canton Ticino, and the so-called Nordföhn (adiabatic north wind – here we go again with the geography!!!!) takes over from the north wind in the north, dries out, warms up, and causes beautiful weather in the south. By two in the afternoon, we were in our house, settled, and ready to take on the weekend, complete with race in Locarno. I’ll try to skip the mundane details of shopping, feeding the fish in the pond in our garden, dusting the wine bottles in the cellar, pruning the triffids, burying dead hedgehogs, and that sort of thing – suffice to say, by evening, we were settled upstairs (it’s a four-story house, with the original parts of it being about 700 years old!!!! – full of history and character), a roaring fire burning in the fireplace, good, red Italian wine flowing, and a hearty meal being eaten. I knew, that my pre-race night would be fitful, so I was determined, that the penultimate one would be as restful as possible, and I managed an almost solid 10 hours of rest that night, something I seldom achieve.

Saturday was another brilliant, Nordföhn day, and the skies were as clear as crystal, and as warm as could be. Around early afternoon, we set off by car for Locarno where the maratona Ticino was to be held the following day. I’d been alone in Carona for a few days the week before, and had already had a quick look at the course, and it looked great!!! This time, of course, things were starting to happen, and the pre-race sale of running equipment, collection of number bibs and bags of goodies, and so on, were the order of the afternoon. The marathon was to start and finish in the village of Tenero, just next to Locarno. There is a large, and very impressive centro sportivo (sports centre – clever, huh?) there, with amazing facilities. I picked up my bib (number 3027, starting group C – who knows how they allocate one to a group, but then again, who cares), bought a new runner’s vest and belt for gels, etc., and then Kurt and I motored as far as possible over the route of the following day’s race. The maratona Ticino offers a full- and half-marathon. The whole distance and Group A of the semi, were to start at 9:15 the next morning, Group B at 9:25, and my group at 9:35.

The jaunt over the route proved interesting, and also revealed a rather nasty little hill around the 13-km mark. Some things are best left un-thought of, and this hill was one of those. The rest was mainly flat, and would be a breeze. That hill!!!! Strike it from my thoughts, have a glass of wine, and relax – so off we went into Locarno itself, did a little shopping and had a glass of Italian white!!!! OK, I know wine on the day preceding a race is said to make one sluggish during the event, but one cannot be in Ticino sans wine. About that hill!!!!! What hill??

Back in Carona, the fire was lit again, and Kurt set about cooking an amazing meal (he is a qualified Swiss chef, but we have a completely different business of our own, now – nothing to do with cooking). Friends of ours, Rolf and Brigitte, were due to arrive from Chur around 7:30-ish that evening. Together with Kurt, they have become my official support and fan club at races – although I cannot expect them to come to every race, because none of them is a runner by any means, and it must be very boring for non-runners to constantly have to follow some bipedal fool around the country, while he tries to achieve weird and wonderful things like PBs, do things like intervals, and constantly refer to his HRM and talk about VO2max and the like.

My fan club arrived on time, and we were soon indulging in an amazing meal, albeit mine was quite different to that of the normal folk – I had a large plate of organic, whole-meal pasta, while the masses ate an incredible culinary delight, as put together by the ex-chef. I did indulge myself in a few more glasses of red wine, but finally decided it was time to excuse myself, and head for bed, leaving the others to imbibe and indulge as they wished, but reminding them, that the next morning, we were due up bright and early. Lots of muttering, throwing of empty wine bottles at me, setting fire to my running clothes, and sabotaging my iPod resulted, but I escaped, and went downstairs to make sure my running gear was in order (as if I hadn’t already done that a thousand times in the previous hour, anyway!!!), before hitting the pillow.

My self-fulfilling prophesy manifested itself around 4 o’clock the next morning, when I woke up with a start, and could not return to sleep. My mind was already in Locarno, even though my body was in a nice, warm, comfortable bed, under a deep, soft, friendly duvet. Tell me again why we run????? By six o’clock, I was up, eating a light breakfast of whole-wheat bread and peanut butter (GROSS, at that time of the morning), a banana, a glass of orange juice, and my normal cup of coffee. My mind was racing already, trying to put together all the advice SarahL, eL Bee! and Gavin had given me, and all the stuff I had been reading in my collection of books on marathoning. It became a little overwhelming, and eventually I decided to just relax, and do what I felt was best for me, but bearing in mind the most important aspects of the advice given – take it easy, and enjoy it!!!!! I’m 51 years old; I’m hardly going to win a marathon, so why the stress and tension – enjoy it, yes; take it easy and don’t go at it like the proverbial bull in a china shop, yes!!!! What, me panic???? Yes!!!!!

Nevertheless, by the time the others were up and ready to go, I was a bundle of nerves, checking and re-checking everything, almost wearing out the zip on my new kit bag through opening it so often, standing at the door to the house about fifteen minutes before we had agreed to set off, tapping my foot, looking anxiously at my Polar HRM and quite certain I’d miss my race, and so on, ad nauseum.

We finally set off for Locarno at 7:45 a.m. Would we have an accident on the way? Would there by a traffic jam? Had a meteorite crashed onto the motorway and cut off all access to Locarno? There was no mental rest for me, and I am sure, I nearly drove my fellow passengers crazy with constant talk of gels, enough water, glycogen, min/km pacing, my Achilles tendon support. By the time we arrived at the centro sportivo in Tenero, they were ready to throw me out of the car – but, as I pointed out to them, in case they ever decided to start running, they would have a lot of theoretical knowledge from me. Ouch, the bottle of Gatorade that hit my head left a nasty bump!!

Kurt and I had arranged, the day before, where the three of them would be standing at the halfway mark to hand me some Gatorade, so that was all settled. The course resembles a figure-8, which meant, that the start, finish, and halfway (for the half-mara) were all in about the same place – the centro sportivo. At the restaurant in the centre, the others had coffee and croissants, and I had a glass of water and a sachet of gel, but was so nervous and needed to be alone for a while to take it all in, calm myself down, and do my warm-ups.

Being only my second race, I somehow regarded everyone else as an expert, and tried to emulate a lot of the pre-race training that was taking place around me. It didn’t take long for me to decide upon what seemed the right things for me, and was soon exuding a suitable amount of sweat, and starting to feel good about myself, and, above all, a lot calmer than before. Around 9:10, I made my way back to my little group of supporters, and we had a last-minute wishing-me-well session, with lots of hugs and words of encouragement. There seemed like thousands of people around, whereas the number was certainly nothing like the amazing atmosphere three weeks prior to Locarno in Lausanne. The exact number of participants I will include in the next part of my blog.

At exactly 9:15 a.m. on Sunday, 11th November 2007, the pistol shot reverberated around the centro sportivo, several sparrows fell out of the air and hit the ground near the starting line, and the group of full mara-runners and half-mara Group A, hurtled off on the start of a wonderful run. Ten minutes later, the procedure was repeated, and I felt the emotion rising in me as my time approached. That welling-up, as in Lausanne, hit me again, and it took all I could to suppress the tears of amazement and delight that I was taking part in such an event. At this stage, Kurt, Rolf and Brigitte set off with the digital video and photo cameras to the gate of the centre, from where they would have a better view of me as I set off on my semi-marathonal adventure.

I was then on my own, despite being surrounded by hundreds of people, all with the same goal in mind. Nervously, still testing all my gadgets (iPod and Nike+ sensor, Polar HRM, pulse-maker, catheter, colostomy bag (well, not really the last three)), I made my way to the starting line, positioning myself about five rows of people back from the front. What was that feeling in my groin – did I need the toilet again????? That strange tension in my left ankle – it wasn’t there before, so is my formerly recalcitrant Achilles tendon, despite the elastic support, about to play up again??? Will my glasses fall off when I run???? Be still, oh mind!!!! If only.

9:33, and the tension was beyond belief. I felt like my brain was going to explode. “What’s wrong with me?”, I asked. “Runners do this every weekend all over the world.”. I wonder how many others have the kind of thoughts that go through my over-active mind.

9:34. Maybe I could get a note from my mother to excuse me from games. Where are SarahL, eL Bee! and Gavin when I need them?????? My legs will never make 20,0795 km – funny that, as I did 20,83 km only two weeks before. Damn, what was that speed again at which I should run to achieve 1h50m??? Why is my brain numb???? Why are my legs numb???? Shoot that damned pistol, and let’s get out of here before I explode with anticipation and anxiety. Run, Forrest, run!!!!!!

Part the second will follow once I have had some sleep – if I ever get any, as I am so excited again, just having written all this down. If this is what all races will be doing to me – and I plan to run many – then I will be a nervous wreck by the time I am much older. More tomorrow. Thanks for reading this far, if you got this far!!!!!

Cheers for now, and good health, good running, loads of happiness,
Craig

Maratona Ticino – Part the second.

A light run through farming areas and along the lake.


9:34:30 (and we change to present tense reporting). Tension is now at fever pitch. There is not much more talking, as everyone waits anxiously for the starter’s pistol. All around, the mountains tower up above the plain, much of which is covered by the beautiful Lago Maggiore, into which flows the swift Maggia River, after it winds its way down from the lofty source, nestled amongst the peaks of Ticino, carving out deep gorges and valleys, before emptying itself into the lake between Locarno and Ascona. The temperature is around 15°C, the air dry, the sky bright and sunny, the wind negligible. My knees move back and forth, as I stand, clad in my new yellow-ish runner’s vest and my skimpy runner’s shorts, my Nike runner’s shoes hardly keeping still thanks to the constant movement of my feet. My heart rate is already 91 bpm, and my whole being has become focussed on one goal – getting back to the same position I am in now, but about an hour and three-quarters later!!!! I’ve set my sights on completing the half-marathon in 1h50”, and will be more than happy with anything quicker, this being my first such race. The guy next to me picks his nose in nervous trepidation (PLEASE don’t eat it!!!!); the one in front of me scratches his left shoulder blade so hard, that blood starts flowing down his back; a kid among the spectators screams out for her father who is about to run away from her and achieve a personal best; I have a finger on the button of my HRM, ready to push it as soon as the pistol shoots a few more sparrows out of the sky. I cast a hasty glance upwards towards the deep blue Swiss heavens, and notice a flange (or is it a “gaggle”?) of vultures circling menacingly overhead, their beady eyes concentrated upon me. My mind is starting to hallucinate during these longest 30 seconds of my life.

9:35 A massive explosion rips through the centro sportivo, and all the energy I possess pushes the button on my Polar HRM and then rapidly moves up to the centre button of my iPod to begun my “Running Music List” and start the reception of signals from a sensor, deep within the sole of my Nike shoes. This is it – the moment of truth. My knees almost burst with energy as I wait for the first rows to rush off ahead. In Lausanne, I was about one third of the way back; here in lovely Locarno, I am near the front, and it’s a great feeling, surging forward only a second or so after the pistol fires. Clapping and roars of encouragement from the sidelines raise my motivation markedly, and I smile broadly, as I try not to trip over the runner in front of me. As one, we run off past the buildings of the centre, which were designed by the famous Swiss architect, Mario Botta, down towards the entrance and out onto the road. My eyes scan the pavements until I finally see Kurt, Rolf and Brigitte with the cameras focussing on me. A smile covers my entire face as I raise a hand and wave to my fans. It’ll be another ten kilometres before I see them again.

Suitably photographically recorded, I now concentrate on the task at hand – surviving 21,0975 km of hard running (I see in the first part, I noted the distance of the half-marathon as 20,0795 km – wrong distance!!!). The first kilometre sees us swarm over a bridge and onto a tertiary, yet still tarred, road through pleasant agricultural areas. There are some people standing along the route, and they clap and I see their mouths moving, as they ostensibly cheer, but my hearing is dominated by Bruce Springsteen’s “Born in the USA” from my iPod. The group of us runners starts to spread out as each finds his rhythm and pace. Across the fields, I can see the stragglers from Group B, and sense I will soon be overtaking them, which gives me hope that I am not that slow after all.

First split – 1 km – 5’06”.

I’m not sure anymore what I have planned as a race pace, but feel that this is too slow. Or is it too fast? My mind is blank, and all those figures and notes I mentally made, have vanished. In former days, I used to teach mathematics – surely I can calculate a correct pace. Finally clarity rises from the dead, and I simply multiply 21,1 by 5 to get 105 approximately 105 minutes, or 1h45m. That’ll be a good time, but take it slowly – the first five kilometres are easy; those last five will be the big leveller. Don’t push it in the beginning.

There follows a long stretch of road through fields of some kind of agricultural products, probably on their last legs (who said that????? My legs are fine!!!!) as winter nears rapidly. I run smoothly and confidently, feeling great, looking around from time to time to enjoy the scenery. My heart rate is steady at around 159 bpm, which feels comfortable, and I can breathe easily. It all feels just as it should do. We are heading due east, with a sharp turn to the north-west at about the 3,2 km mark. What’s this I see before me? Two ladies in yellow shirts, with matching shorts, socks, shoes and hair, from the athletics club in Bergamo, Italia – walking!!!!!!!!! They must be from Group B. OK, maybe they are taking it easy. I’m sure 12 min/km is a wonderful, injury-free pace. Good luck, I think, as I roar past them, now enjoying “Radar Love” from the ‘70s – those were the days when music was music.

Splits:2 km – 4’46” – ah, faster, but feeling good.
3 km – 4’50” – snail pace again. Makes mental note to self: no more wine before a race!!!! Maybe.

Now heading due west, back towards Tenero, through farmlands; past livestock, lazily grazing in the warm sunshine; at 5 km is the first watering hole, but I am feeling fine, and run straight past it. Still going well, and feel strong and fit. The nagging ache I’d been having at the top of my right leg, seems to be quiet at the moment, thanks to the three Aspirin I took before we started – hope it doesn’t rear its ugly head after the race!!!! The irritated hip bursa is behaving itself, too.

Onwards we run. I’ve sort-of formed a silent camaraderie with a fellow runner as we head westwards, at one stage over a new, and spectacular pedestrian bridge which crosses a river. He’s a youngish guy, and we seem to be pacing each other, keeping together, both blocked out of conversation by iPods, but aware of each other’s presence. For several kilometres, our pace keeps us next to each other, and I wonder who he is, how long he has been running, why he runs, what his goals are.

4 km – 4’54” – ever slower. Have I hit “the wall”????
5 km – 4’56” – why don’t I just walk?
6 km – 4’48” – that’s better.
7 km – 4’47” – make way for a possible new winner!!!!
8 km – 4’54” – hmmm? It must be because of my shoes!!!
9 km – 4’51” – I can see the buildings of the centro sportivo looming up ahead.

There are more people now, lining the route, as we approach the halfway mark in Tenero. I am feeling wonderful, especially as I know I am about to see my supporters and will get my Gatorade. I clumsily take out a vanilla gel from my new belt, and hungrily devour the thick substance. That should keep me going for a while. I was advised, that such gels are not really required for a half-mara, but what the heck, one can’t hurt, and I did so want to try out my new belt!!!!!!

Buildings loom up now – the route passes between two, and there, about 100 metres ahead of me, stands Brigitte, arms high above her head, holding in one hand a large Gatorade (why wasn’t it a bottle of wine?????), and in the other a packet of tissues (just in case). I hardly stop, and feel like a member of a relay team as I take the bottle from Brigitte, beam a thanks to her, and continue on my quest for success. I don’t see Kurt and Rolf, but, as I find out later, they are on the other side of the road, recording my progress.

The Gatorade tastes great, but I cannot run and drink simultaneously – I guess I need to buy a book on that, too, or perhaps there’s a DVD out on the art of drinking while on the run!!! I spill some of it, manage to consume a quarter of the liquid, and start worrying about what I should do with the rest, when, out of the blue, it’s the 10-km mark, and a refreshments station offers the solution – instead of taking a cup of liquid from one of the many young helpers, I give one my Gatorade bottle, and yell out “Salute” (cheers) to her. She smiles, as I hurtle past, and accepts the partially empty bottle. I am now well hydrated and nourished – I hope – and continue forward toward Locarno.
10 km – 4’47” – that Gatorade was motivating, or was it Brigitte’s big smile?

We’re now running through a more built-up area – suburbia Locarno. There are a lot more people around, and that’s very motivating and encouraging. My spirits are high; my energy level is constant; I am enjoying myself to the max. My heart rate is now slightly higher – averaging around 160 bpm – perhaps it’s the excitement of all this inspiration from the spectators, and knowing, that my goal is coming ever closer. My running comrade is still with me, and I cast him the odd friendly grin, which is reciprocated.

11 km – 4’38” – going strongly and feel great.
12 km – 4’38” – ditto and no change. My fastest split thus far for the last two kilometres.

Remember yesterday’s blog and the mention of the hill – not to be thought about? Well, “the wall” is a doddle in comparison. I see this feature looming ominously ahead of me, bestrewn with runners, paces reduced. I feel like I’m carrying a 100-kg rucksack up Kilimanjaro. Admittedly, this is a slight exaggeration, as the hill was not that steep, but, after a nice, long, flat route, it feels like hell. Surprisingly enough, whilst my pace slows, my heart rate remains at around 161 to 162 bpm, and, accompanied by my silent companion, I reach the top unscathed. As they say, what goes up must come down, and that road surely had to descend at some stage back down to lake level.

13 km – 5’18” – that hill.

Ah, the bliss of a downwards run. It is like the feelings associated with the cessation of banging one’s head against a wall for half an hour. It actually descends in stages, and it’s on the descent, through some beautiful residential areas, that my non-vocal running mate decides it’s time to leave me in the dust, and he thunders on ahead, putting untold pressure onto his quads, while his aged colleague takes it easy, and enjoys the run down to the lake.

14 km – 5’06” – I’ve broken that hill, and almost my back, too.

The final descent brings me right into the middle of Locarno, next to the lake. It’s a beautiful area, full of grand hotels, tourists, boulevard coffee lounges, bars and restaurants, elegant people, and, today’s runners!!!! I know the route, and it’s not simply the turning point back to Tenero. Oh, no, those sneaky race organisers have added a little loop through the town centre and out to the motorway entrance, just to annoy us – I know how they think, those slave-drivers. So, it’s westwards I run again, before the 180° turn, back eastwards, and the trundle through the built-up area of central Locarno. Very few are there to cheer us on, so it’s a trifle boring, but it’s gratifying to see, that the streets have all been blocked off just for us runners.

Almost at the lake, and it’s the 15-km mark, characterised by a large refreshment station. That Gatorade seems like a year ago, so I set my sights on an outstretched hand bearing a cup of something, relieve the bearer of her load, and try to elegantly consume some of the content, only to discover, that it’s hot tea!!!!!!! What a strange thing to offer a runner who refuses to stop. I don’t even like tea at 8 o’clock in the morning, let along on a 21,1 km run!!!! Lips and tongue scalded, I hurl the unwelcome receptacle to the ground, and head, disgruntled, towards the last leg of the run.

15 km – 5’04” – the sight of the refreshment station must have caused the pace increase.

Now there are many people lining the streets, as the route winds its way along the smart banks of Lago Maggiore, past refined people, sipping cocktails and champagne in posh hotels. There is much applauding, and one can almost hear their thoughts: “What fools are they, who rush about scantily dressed on a Sunday?”.

It’s a beautiful, level route right next to the lake, which invites me back to the centro sportivo and my goal, but I’m tiring. It’s definitely a case of positive splits now, and my pace tells the unhappy tale. Nevertheless, I still feel strong and determined, and the thought of quitting doesn’t once enter my mind. With several kilometres having been run under 5 min/km, I could just make 1h45m on this, my first half-marathon. Time, and my legs, will tell.

16 km – 5’09” – not far now.

Despite my reduction in pace, I am overtaking many people now, and it’s encouraging. Every so often, I give a short burst of speed, and am soon overtaking a large, powerful, burly man who is sweating profusely. I resume my normal pace shortly thereafter, and we are soon running next to each other –another anonymous, silent running partner. His legs are hefty, and I am astonished, that he has run so far – he’s by no means fat, but a BIG, powerful guy. Makes me glad I am somewhat on the thin side. We run in step, and enjoy the company of each other.

17 km – 5’10” – slowly slowing down – damn, I had wanted a negative spilt – ah, well, first half-mara and all that, so I can learn from it.

We’re getting close to the finishing line now, and I can feel the excitement mounting with me. Across the lake, I can see the rowing club of the sports centre, and I rapidly calculate, that it’s only about 20 minutes or so, before I get to eat a banana again!!!!!

Wow, these last few kilometres are long – I’m sure the measurements are inaccurate. I run next to Big Guy, and we edge towards “Arrivo” in Tenero. I’m trying to keep a constant pace until just before the end, and then give it all I’ve got – we’ll see if I have the capacity to do that.

18 km – 5’12” – slower again, but only slightly.
19 km – 5’11” – wow, what an increase, although I hardly notice it. I feel good and strong.
20 km – 5’10” – my running buddy and I are still together.

It’s not far, now. Just over a kilometre to go, and lots of people are cheering us on. The route enters the borders of the sport centre, through an area which is heavily under construction and involves a few deft foot movements, then past the tennis courts, change rooms, a 90° turn to the left, and the last 200 metres!!!!!! This is it. There are crowds of people along the last stretch of the route. Lots of clapping and encouraging, but I can hardly hear it, as I have “Born to Run” by Bruce Springsteen filling me head (how fitting – The Boss at the beginning and end of my race!!!).

I forget to push the HRM button for a split at 21 km, but don’t care – it’s the home run now, and I’m going to make it. This is amazing. I fill up with pride and happiness, and start putting on that final spurt. Big Guy does the same, but I see he is going to beat me by about two metres. My heart rate gets up to 166, and, metre by metre, I come closer to the end of my first half-marathon. I still feel great – better than I have ever felt in my life. Fifty metres, 49 metres, 48 metres, a little faster than a few metres before. The arch looms ever nearer. I want to scream with joy – I have almost made it. Big Guy overtakes a lady runner, and is now three metres ahead of me.

And then, with a final burst of energy, I am over the line!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE DONE IT – I HAVE COMPLETED MY FIRST HALF-MARATHON, and in this beautiful region. I am the proudest person on the face of the earth – and yet, strangely enough, as a woman official scans my number bib for my official result, my thoughts stray into the future and my first full-marathon, which will be either in Paris or Zürich in spring.

21,0975 Km – 5’47” – the finishing line!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am elated; I am ecstatic; I am on top of the world. I look at my Polar HRM to find that my time is 1h45m07s (I later learn, that my official time is 1h45m14s). I just cannot believe it. It’s the most amazing thing I have ever done, and I want to do it again and again and again. Tears rush into my eyes, but I don’t care. I see Big Guy, and go over to high-five him – he’s a German, and is as overwhelmed as I am. We hug, a big sweaty marathoner’s hug, and wish each other well, expressing the hope that we will see each other again at another meet.

I have made it. I had expected 1h50m; hoped for 1h40m but am wildly happy with 1h45m – and all that, with not all that much proper training. My next planned major race is the Semi-Marathon de Paris on 2nd March, 2008 – I have plenty of time, ‘til then, to get in proper and scientific training. But right now, I need a drink and I need to find Kurt, Rolf and Brigitte. It seems like half an hour since I achieved my success, but could not have been more than two minutes, before they are with me. Despite all my sweat, there are big hugs and embraces, congratulatory words, queries as to how I feel, and finally a large drink!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It’s been a long race for me, but a good one. I felt strong all the way. I never once doubted my ability to complete the distance. I was in top form, and could have gone on, if I were in a longer race.

I drink my juice, and eat my banana, and then get down to some stretching and warm-downs. My legs feel tired, but fine – no aches or pains, no injuries evident. Within 5 minutes, my heart rate is down to 100, and still falling when I turn off the HRM. I want to scream from the roofs that I have made it. I did it. I did it. I did it. I have run a half-marathon. And I’m not even a spring chicken, but 51 years old. Damn it, I feel amazing.

We hang around for a while, and watch the first full-marathoners come in. I’m too happy with my own success to worry about their details, but I still watch in awe as the first three or four cross the finishing line, and I can’t help wondering what position I will be in when I cross that point in Paris or and/or Zürich next year.

There is one big disappointment, and that is, that no medals will be given out. Somehow I feel they belong to any race of this standing, and I feel let down. At least I have a T-shirt and my number bib, and I know, that Kurt and Rolf have taken lots of photos and videos of me en route, so I will have lots of memories of the race, but I still would like a medal.

We leave about an hour later, and drive back to Carona. My mind is still on the race, and I re-live many aspects of it for the rest of the day. It’s still the most magnificent weather, and I cannot believe the luck I had in that respect. Back home, I rush off a few e-mails and fmails, and then collapse into a deep, hot bubble bath, with a large glass of fine white wine at hand, and stay there for half an hour. It is the most beautiful bath in the whole world, and I never want to get out of it – at least, it until the next race.

I finally do emerge, and make my way upstairs to the others for another celebratory drink. That evening, we go out to a fine restaurant for dinner. What do I have????? PASTA!!!!!!! I must be more hooked on running than I thought. I am – I just love running, and cannot get enough of it. This long wait for my next race at the beginning of March in Paris is going to drive me crazy, but I need the time to train well, because I know, I will not be happy with 1h45m in Paris!!!!!!!!

I didn’t sleep very well that night, even though we were in Carona. My mind was working overtime, and I think I re-ran the race a dozen times before I finally found some rest. We left for Chur the next morning, back to everyday life. I had a day’s rest, but yestereve was back running – a recovery 7.13 km.

So, that’s it. I now have a quarter- and a half-marathon under my belt, and I go forward with great excitement towards intense, but sensible, training, and hopefully plenty more successful and great races.

Thanks for reading all this, and may you all have a great run today, and lots of success and joy from running in the future. No doubt, there will be more blogs from me after my next races – maybe not all as long as these!!!!!
Yours in running,
Craig